|Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006|
|NEW SUITS! *jumpANDhighFivin'muh homies*
Well as it seems things have gotten a helluva lot better for me lately. Well reading my past journal entries i forgot about a lot a shit and some of it i dont actually remember writing about....but hey what can you do?
yEAH so im in the cooool Library updating shit cuz i can and i got an appointment in LaYcrosse at 3 for some pure love and orgazmic times (aka a tattoo)! so BITE ME, biddy-Otch.
OH good times, my kidneys hurt, and not because ive earned so many punches there but becuase of the mass amounts of alcohol that ive been concuming since my birthday, and by golly its been a lot. And tweak here (sittin next to me in the library is doing a slow-mo king kong) she could get us kicked outta here....actually that coulda been me when my phone went off and started playing Panic! at the disco!! super duper LOUD!
MMMMM CHAPSTICK...WOW MY ARMPIT IS VIBRATING
iTS GONNA BE A nice little wednesday!
I wanna see Lady In THe Water
Lauras gettin violent and shovin me outta the way!!!
LONG TIME NO WRITE!!!!!!!!
|Tuesday, November 15th, 2005|
|i got a tattoo
things are lookin a tad brighter
it was almost like things were back to normal
i dont know.......
ive got angel wings on my back, they look sweet Current Mood: annoyed
|Monday, September 5th, 2005|
|Monday, May 9th, 2005|
I just got done gettin HOOKED up to da internet in my own place and alls well now. Ive got CABLE!!!!!!!!!
im watchin MAD tv cuz i can
jess is gonna buy me lunch
mmmmmmmmmmm Current Mood: amused
|Saturday, April 23rd, 2005|
|damn cousin Erk
erk got drunk and started creeping everyone out so i had to keep him away from the underage girls and try to get him to go to bed but he wouldnt and my god it was terrible
hes got some serious effin issues man. hes fucked up in the head completely.
I talked with his neighbor Tom for a while though hes a great guy and having women troubles. Bitch is sleepin with two other people and lying to him. he was feelin like shit but after some more shots he was feelin ten times better. he fuckin funny as hell.
goddamn im tired as hell
drama drama drama
i dont need it Current Mood: tired
|Friday, April 22nd, 2005|
i hate not having a phone
|Monday, April 18th, 2005|
|why must i be punished?
what am i doing so wrong!? I was robbed. And the police wont do anything about it because i have no evidence. Im out a fuckin X-Box and my favorite KORN backpack because theres nothing anybody can do about it.
I wasnt protected and served, it felt like i lost a part of me after i found out someone had robbed me.
why me?!why my stuff?
russ is out of jail. Alright, i missed his weird ass, its goood that hes back. Hes kinda disappointed that a lot of people we know are gettin weird on us. But hey you go away for a few months things are bound to change.
I dont know what to do or what i should do, i want to live here but i dont and i dont want to live in tomah with the parentals, and i dont want to drive an hour every day just for school. AND i cant leave mike, hes too cute i doubt ill get me another one of him. WOULD I BE BETTER out on my own, or maybe my roommates are who they appear to be.
im torn. Current Mood: tired
|Wednesday, April 13th, 2005|
im totally gettin better at going to the doctors. I let them, yes i let them, give me not one but TWO shots. I hate needles unless im gettin a tattoo. And they took a whole bunch of my blood for further testing. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK
i hope im okay. i GO back in a week to hear the results.
yikes. Current Mood: indescribable
|Monday, April 11th, 2005|
|went and seen SIN CITY
SIN CITY IS a good effin movie, very VIOLENT! I LOVE the way it was filmed too. Totally HOTT. ANywho, i drank a whole lot this weekend. Mostly of smir, coors light, whiskey, vodka+OJ=mmmmm, and rum and coke. Even made out with this girl. oooh weeeeeeeeee. iF COUSIN Erk WASNT such a jerk saturday night wouldve rocked. But they said i "freaked out". I dont remember doing that. and i guess i puked all over the bathroom. Thats what i get for drinkin soo much and so fast but i wanted to ha ve a good time.
Mom calllled me early as fuck this morning. I shouldnt have answered. She wants to take me to my doctors appointment on wednesday that i have to miss class for because its already been rescheduled. Fuck this shit. iLL make her feed me. It blows not having any food here. So far the only time i eat is when i drive an hour to mom and pops or my sisters before she flipped on me and told my parents IM ON DRUGS!!!!!!!!!
BITCH PLease shes just jealous that I GET TO HAVE FUN all the time and shes tied down with a baby. SHe can kiss my single, fun having, partying ass. She should have thought out things before she tried to trap her man into marrying her by getting pregnant. Yep i heard all about it. She GOT pregnant on purpose to kinda rush her BF into marrying her but it didnt quite work out that way her broke up with her and still comes around but only for evan.
I TURNED one of my bongs into a vase. Yesssssssssssss. Current Mood: im alright
|my room is clean
yay i now have a mini livingroom in MY ROOOM too!!! so ill never have to leave. Just like the roomies. MAn it bugs me but i deal with it. but now i get to do the same thing.
were going on a baby hunt dont think we dont know how to WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED em out.
theres like no extra space in my room
my piercing is healing quite nicely
but these contacts are a bitch.
ouchhhhhhhhhhhh Current Mood: accomplished
|Sunday, April 10th, 2005|
|i should quit drinkin
man, everytime i drink with my family members something bad always happens.
I was having a good ass time even though i dont remember a lot of things.
got MY BRIDGE re-pierced. First one ripped out.
thanks to my HERO kimmy i got to take a shower and got my keys back to my car.
thanks kimBONE YER da best. Current Mood: crazy
|Friday, April 8th, 2005|
GOT MY drink on last night
myf fricken head hurts
gotta go see my moms
me n erk got into a fight last night
i couldnt eevn joke around with NOAHS friends cuz erk would pull out some kind of object and scare them away from me. Christ. And i told him he was weird and all kinds of shit. I dont remember.
yeah Current Mood: hung over
|Thursday, April 7th, 2005|
im going to go find a job.
made it to class early and tried to pay attention. We watched this movie about this teacher who told a bunch of little kids that whoever had blue eyes was superior and whoever had brown eyes was less smarter. It messed those kids UP! bitches.
anywho i gots ta go do my thang. maybe ill get a job and meet some new people who will WANT TO CALL ME TO SAY hi! orWANT TO hang out with me, AND not ignore me like im a fuckin NOBODY.
im having fun on my own anyways, the roomies and i are closer and we found our kitty we lost. I hung up like 20 missing posters all over the neighborhood and meghan caught him the other night. Boy were they happy. I felt so bad for her cuz these cats are so precious and part of our "family" and for days we looked even drove around. Thank goodness hes home.
Dougs mad cuz i never call him.
ill call him when hes SINGLE.
i found a whole bunch of change and some gum when i cleaned out my car. iT WAS EXCITING.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm how does my sunroof come off?????? It spose to. dARN hondas.
i love lamp.
I LOVE LAMP. Current Mood: busy
|Monday, April 4th, 2005|
|its kinda like criket
got to spend a lot of quality time with the family. I love those guys. And im totally glad im done with coke.
DRUGS ARE BAD.
i was doing a lot of thinkin yesterday and i cried. I cried good and hard for myself. My self respect went right out the fucking window when i did something i totally didnt want to do. and i cried most of the time because even though i said i had to go and i really didnt feel like it, somehow it happened.
i hate that people can walk over me so fucking easily and i dont do anything about it. WHat do i do? I dont want people to think poorly of me Current Mood: AlmOST drunk.
|Thursday, March 31st, 2005|
|YES I stood next to her and SHE totally rocked my world
she signed my CD cover "agent m" hahahhahaha oooh ive never been this giddy before. She sings soo pretty. God i love that tsunami bomb.
OHHHHHHHHHH AND RISE AGAINST IS GOING TO BE AT THE QUEST.
Im gonna try to get my roomies to go with me. Oh last time i seen rise against was months ago and they put on ONE HELLuva show god damn. Oh that tim and his magical voice. My throat hurt cuz i was singin at the top of my lungs, ooohhh im gettin all excited thinkin about it. oh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
"SUFFERING FROM something were not sure of in a world there is no cure for these lives we live test negative for happiness, flat line no pulse but eyes open, single FILE LIKE SOLDIERS ON A MISSION IF THERES NO WAR OUTSIDE OUR HEADS WHY ARE WE LOSING??"-Life less frightening-RISE AGAINST
FUCKIN right doggy.
noah just called me and he cant find Erk the jerk. I said he prolly got drunk somewhere and is just now waking up to wander home. That weirdo. Ive heard stories about him and theyre kinda nutty.
my ears arent ringing anymore so im good. i think im gonna go spend the night at my sisters. Havent done that in a while.
its the freakin weekend bitches and im bout ta have me some FUN! even if it involves me drinkin by myself and slow dancing with myself to r kelly then SO BE IT!
later Current Mood: awake
|Wednesday, March 30th, 2005|
|I wasnt done typing but i pushed enter or something and it posted mid typing
anywho last night i went over to eric and noahs new place had some beers watched em move stuff around, partied pretty hardcore. Actually no no i didnt but they were partying it up in the computer room while me, erk, and his creepy neighbor watched romeo and juliet with subtitles. aFTER a while the party was gettin lame (by the way it wasnt a real party im just calling it that cuz thats what i thought it was but nope) so i busted outta there like the hulk and shit and went to hardees where this guy kept telling me his future tattoo plans. He seemed nice but uhh im glad yer a taurus but how does this concern me???? just cuz i got tattoos too??? hmmm
well it wasnt that bad. Later i went back and we took a tour of the storage units and that building is creepy as all hell, so are the neighbors.
When i got home i ended up talkin to mike (total hottie) and all of a sudden its "hey sexy!" and then one thing lead to another and he talked me into pickin his hott ass up and bringing him back to my place. And boy was it worth it. THEREs just something about that boy that mmmmakes me want him to keep comin back. WE WATCHED like a nano second of porn then BAM! i had his clothes off in no time. yeeeah.
enough of that, im gonna have ta call him now, jeepers.
im going to see TSUNAMI bOMB!!!! yeEAH BITCHES. M has been my bbitch since day 1. SHE sings so fuckin pretty and id totally do her. cockface first introduced me to them on a warped tour dvd thingy and ive been in LLOVE since.
My favorite song is Epic, i like the lyrics
"nothing is more real than life, and you have the right to be yourself in a crowd. i will miss u. im not good enough for u."
im bringing my cd cover to have her sign it i cant wait i hope shell sign it maybe ill get to stand next to her. ooooohhhhhhhhhhh ME LIKEY mike, m, matt, and gabe are a magical BUNCH. magical. Current Mood: amused
|got an EXTRA ticket to see tsunami bomb, anyone wanna go with me?
hEYa SITTIN here just finished gettin ready or class number 2 for the day. I spilled pop on my keyboard its a little sticky, ick. I woke up late as usual for the first class but made it on time by going in my pjs, and surprise surprise there was a test and i totally wasnt prepared but i think i did alright.
Jasons yelling at meghan again. iT MAKes me sad. She does everything for him plus some and he takes it for granted and blames all lifes problems on her. Theyre fights usually involve jason screaming at her for an hour or so and her crying and me asking her if shes ok. She said he doesnt like to reason, and i know that. Sigh, i think theyre done fighting. I hope meghans ok. she doesnt deserve to be yelled at like that.
anywho last night was crazy
|Friday, March 25th, 2005|
yeah im going to the EAU C! boo yah. The ghetto of wisconsin. Man im glad i live in minnesota. SAweet. i had a dream that Russ wrote my parents a letter from jail telling them that i shoot up herion and he knows cuz i shoot up with him all the time.
it was creepy as hell.
well ive got a super duper long road trip to go on and come back by myself. So peaCE out bitches. Current Mood: bouncy
|Thursday, March 24th, 2005|
its done. Ive been working on it for about 9 days and now im done.